How Does It Feel Like...?

How does it feel like?

To know that you don’t get what u want coz of a stupid mistake, that can be avoided if you don’t procrastinate and listen to your father’s words of wisdom which he started bestowing you with ever since you can understand human language?

To know that you failed everybody that matters the most?

To be yelled at when you are trying to get some empathy, compassion and understanding from someone you care about in times of need and desperation for some kind of human connection?

I bid most welcome to the most pathetic day of my life!