Flashback

Aku bosan.Aku mencari Mp3 coz the ones dlm pc aku dah kene buang.Then i stumbled upon this song.once,a long,long time ago (felt like ages!) I was deeply touched bile someone dedicated this song with custom made clip to me after a big fight.The wording and the clip was enaf to make me smiled again.Hmm....those were the days. We win some, we lose some. We just can't have it all. Nobody's perfect.

Forgive me by Evanescence.

Can you forgive me again?
I don't know what I said
But I didn't mean to hurt you

I heard the words come out
I felt that I would die
It hurt so much to hurt you

Then you look at me
You're not shouting anymore
You're silently broken

I'd give anything now
to kill those words for you

Each time I say something I regret I cry "I don't want to lose you."
But somehow I know that you will never leave me, yeah.

'Cause you were made for me
Somehow I'll make you see
How happy you make me

I can't live this life
Without you by my side
I need you to survive

So stay with me
You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry.

And you forgive me again
You're my one true friend
And I never meant to hurt you

This Ain't a Love Song

Suddenly...all I can think of listening is this song...always been a fave of mine, yet the meaning never really dawn on me...that is, until now...*sigh

I should have seen it coming when the roses died

Should have seen the end of summer in your eyes

I should have listened when you said good night

You really meant good bye

Baby ain't it funny how you never ever learn to fall

You're really on your knees when you think you're standing tall

But only fools are know-it-alls

And I've played that fool for you

I cried and cried every night

There were nights that I died for you baby

I tried and I tried to deny it

that your love drove me crazy baby

If the love that I got for you is gone

If the river I've cried ain't that long

Then I'm wrong yeah I'm wrong

This ain't a love song

Baby I thought you and me would

Stand the test of time

Like we got away with the perfect crime

But we were just a legend in my mind

I guess that I was blind

It made me so mad 'cause

I wanted it bad for us baby

And now it's so sad that whatever we had

Ain't worth saving

If the pain that I'm feeling so strong

Is the reason that I'm holding on

Then I'm wrong Yeah I'm wrong

This ain't a love song

10 Sad Songs Pt1

From morning till now, I’m crackin’ my head to come up with a list of sad, depressing songs that I just love! Dunno why I love these type of songs.. Maybe I am naturally a sad person. Lagipon what’s there to be damn happy about? Sometimes that happy, optimistic, bubbly song just gets on my nerves! Hehe… sometimes je la just like @ the moment coz i'm a lil' melancholic... Here are the 10 songs that I feel like crying when I hear ’em. Actually there are more, like hundreds more, but these that came to mind right away;

1: My Immortal – Evanescence
‘There’s just too much that time cannot erase’
‘I tried so hard to tell myself that you’re gone but though you’re still with me, I feel alone long ago…’

2: My All - Mariah Carey
‘If it’s wrong to love you , Then my heart just won’t let me be right, Cause I’ve drowned in you, And I won’t pull through without you by my side’

3: Foolish Games – Jewel
‘In case you fail to notice, in case you fail to see, this IS my heart, bleeding before you, this is me down on my knees’
‘And these foolish games are tearing me apart. And those thoughtless words are breaking my heart. YOU’re breaking my heart’

4: Uninvited - Alanis Morrisette
‘But you, you’re not allowed. You’re uninvited’

5: Because of You - Kelly Clarkson
‘You never thought of anyone else, you just saw your pain’
‘I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty. Because of you I am afraid’

6: Yesterday - The Beatles
‘Yesterday, all my troubles seem so far away. Now it looks as though they’re here to stay’

7: Hurt - Christina Aguilera
‘I'm sorry for blaming you, for everything I just couldn't do. And I've hurt myself by hurting you’

8: Everytime - Britney Spears
‘At night I pray that soon your face will fade away’

9: Without You – Mariah Carey
‘No I can’t forget tomorrow when I think of all my sorrow. When I had you there but then I let you go’

10: Total Eclipse of the Heart – Bonnie Tyler
‘Once upon a time there was light in my life, but now there's only love in the dark. Nothing I can say, a total eclipse of the heart’

When I have the time maybe I’ll continue with the list and make a new one on most romantic or most soppy or most rockin’ or whatever…

Janji Manismu

Oh dunia ini
Penuh kepalsuan
Oh mungkinkah tiada keikhlasan
Apakah ini suatu pembalasan
Ku sedar kebesaranMu Tuhan

Aku bagai seorang kembara jalanan
Terumbang ambing di lautan gelora
Mencari kebahagiaan
Dahan untuk menumpang kasih
Mungkinkah suratan
Hidup kau selalu keseorangan

Hati membeku mengingatkan
Kata janji manismu... oh...
Ku dilambung angan-angan
Belaian kasih sayang suci darimu
Oh kejamnya

Lidah tidak bertulang
Ucapan cinta menghiris kalbu
Ku kan pergi membawa diri
Cinta di hati terkubur lagi

Tidak ku fahami
Mengapa terjadi
Peristiwa pahit mengguris hati
Jalanan hidup ini sudah tertulis
Kutempuhi dengan kesabaran
Kusedar kebesaranMu Tuhan...

Finally..i can relate to this song. Actually I love this song soo much but it had always been just a nice, emotional song to me, never really understand the underlying emotion it tried to convey. Funny..it took me nearly 20 years to fully understand the significance of this song..hehe..some people are just dim-witted hehe…stupid me!