Jaded

dem! 'nother blase,phlegmatic,lethargic and torpid day. i'm @ my wits end tryin' to keep me amused so that i wont get inflicted by this unfeeling, endless ennui and become loco. gimme somethin' better to do!!! tp starting next week lak, i'll be busy the bees.and they'll torture me to death during the 1 week induction @ Kluang. dem!!i'll mess my cousin's weddin' @ SP. aku dah janji nak p dah...huhu. what to do, duty calls. i was about to quit but my dad kept on motivatin me. i owe him so much! dunno what i'll turn into without him. back to the kenuri thing. maybe it's a good thing me not goin'. kazen2 sume mesti berkumpul,dengan pak dia mak dia tok menakan pupu pak menakan 2 pupu belah mak tam limah, suma2 la...mesti aku kena fire with cmni

'hang bila lg?'
'dah keja gomen ni nak tgu apa lg?'
'ni nak habaq mai,26 tu dah tua tau.boleh beranak 2 3 ekoq dah'

adeh...incessant naggin' to get me tie the knot, get knocked and start multiplying like rabbits!duh...there's more to life than just that u know!i'm not ready to settle down just yet. or maybe i am ready but i'm the state of denial or maybe i'm concocting these excuses to...to...to what? ntah la...aku malaas nak pikir

now m @ the lib. biotech dept best x????nak buat research jap.